Jealousy is an ugly ugly trait that I’m sad to say that I have. It is very obvious and noticeable with my personality. I really despise my self for disliking others because I’m not confident enough in myself. I will always be jealous of that one girl who is smarter, prettier, nicer, and more likable than I am because I can’t compare to her. I will always be jealous of my boyfriend’s girl friend who knows things about him that I don’t know of because I’m afraid that he might like her more than me one day. I dislike myself for being jealous and for letting jealousy consume me at times. I really wish I was a better person.
I’ll fight for him until every fiber of my being no longer love him.
(Source: fearlessknightsandfairytales)
Sometimes I feel like I should tell him that I love him. My heart feels it but my mind doesn’t. & when things happens, I’m glad that I didn’t say I love him. I rather regret not saying I love you to him while knowing that I love him, rather saying I love you to him and knowing that I don’t. Words can be a heavy burden.
